I'm the person you try to casually walk by without a second thought. I'm the asshole who frustrates you by driving too close. I'm the image which haunts your dying memory...
Saturday, April 30, 2011
Thursday, April 28, 2011
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
Pendulum - Watercolor (Deadmau5 remix)
You're welcome.
That's the best revenge of all: happiness. Nothing drives people crazier than seeing someone having a good fucking life. - Alex Coffey.
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
Passion Pit - Sleepyhead (Borgore Remix)
Mmmm this too.
And you said, it was like fire around the brim
Burning solid, burning thin the burning rim
Like stars burning holes right through the dark
Flicking fire like saltwater into my eyes
You were one inch from the edge of this bed
I dragged you back a sleepyhead, sleepyhead
They couldn't think of something to say the day you burst
With all their lions, with all their might and all their thirst
They crowd your bedroom like some thoughts wearing thin
Against the walls, against your rules, against your skin
My beard grew down to the floor and out through the doors
Of your eyes, begonia skies like a sleepyhead, sleepyhead
Fantastic.
Dubstep video: DJ Fresh - Gold Dust (Flux Pavilion Remix)
An "old" one but still absolutely sexy. Makes me want to DJ.
Monday, April 25, 2011
Sunday, April 24, 2011
deadmau5 & Kaskade - I Remember (HQ)
Kaskade will be at Nocturnal. =)
It's a tad depressing that my mind is sometimes focused on JoJo/my trip back from Austin. We purchased a hotel room for the night, but the festival is 12 hours long and unless the attendants allow us to enter a brief coma no amount of sleep will satisfy our tired bodies. Luckily the Electric Daisy Concert will be hosted in Dallas this summer and we'll have a lot of friends going so that I can mooch off of the back seat. Then again after Mike wrecked Caitlin's car I'm a little hesitant to see what awaits from any return trek, heh.
On an unrelated note, fook summer physics and chemistry classes.
Saturday, April 23, 2011
Friday, April 22, 2011
So concludes another semester
Positives: My music is reportedly the bomb, I party way too often (and wouldn't change it for the world), teaching at Guyer High School & Cockrill Middle School made me realize that I'm definitely on the right track, I've gone on dates with way too many women in the past year (see the first parentheses), I looovee my friends, I can't wait to work at my old job site with JoJo and Ryan again...
Negatives: I'm tired. =b And a little frustrated that I've become so selective with who I want to date.
Nocturnal and Electric Daisy Concert. <3
Negatives: I'm tired. =b And a little frustrated that I've become so selective with who I want to date.
Nocturnal and Electric Daisy Concert. <3
Thursday, April 21, 2011
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
Derive an entropic formula for a group of dipoles in thirty minutes. Our tests aren't about using formulas correctly. Our tests are about applying formulas to NEW situations we have never encountered in our textbooks or lectures. Knowing the formulas only gets you a C on your homework.
Physics is a bitch. But I love it, cause I'm actually learning, applying myself, thinking... something the social sciences never provided.
Physics is a bitch. But I love it, cause I'm actually learning, applying myself, thinking... something the social sciences never provided.
Sunday, April 17, 2011
Saturday, April 16, 2011
Friday, April 15, 2011
Sunday, April 10, 2011
Friday, April 8, 2011
Saturday, April 2, 2011
It's weird how someone can break down in front of you and like some sage you understand everything they are saying but are helpless when they beg for you to erase the pain.
It's worse when that same person is one of your best friends and she has put herself through a fountain of misery to restore some semblance of what she once had. I learned the hard way that certain people don't really know what it is to love - at least at the moment - and if you try to restore the past your futures just become further apart. It's hard loving someone who doesn't know that there's serious issues with themselves and when the walls crumble they will do their best to make you a villain and hold you to standards that they themselves cannot fulfill. It does not make them bad people; they're just emotionally immature.
I feel for you. You're probably a closer friend than even Chazz on some occasions, and I love you, and I want to heal you. I've been through this shit. It'll get better. But how do I tell you to cut off contact and let him hate you?
It's worse when that same person is one of your best friends and she has put herself through a fountain of misery to restore some semblance of what she once had. I learned the hard way that certain people don't really know what it is to love - at least at the moment - and if you try to restore the past your futures just become further apart. It's hard loving someone who doesn't know that there's serious issues with themselves and when the walls crumble they will do their best to make you a villain and hold you to standards that they themselves cannot fulfill. It does not make them bad people; they're just emotionally immature.
I feel for you. You're probably a closer friend than even Chazz on some occasions, and I love you, and I want to heal you. I've been through this shit. It'll get better. But how do I tell you to cut off contact and let him hate you?
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